Melancholy Mommy

I am just tired today. The first week of classes is over, and oh, did I mention I HATE my classes. I hate Anthropology - really what WAS I thinking when I took it a few years ago? I am only taking it again to get that horrible 0.0 off of my transcript. As for my lit class - WOW, my teacher ACTS lie she would be teaching a woman's lit class - very energetic and Bubbly, I want to smack her. Kenny is gone this weekend. My mom comes tomorrow and divorce papers have finally been filed. July 7th 2008, I will have my freedom of legal singleness coming. Its only took 3 years, right? Things are yoyo-ing with Rob again. Holly hurt her big toe, and somebody we all know did something ONCE AGAIN to hurt me and was very un-Christain-like. I was thinking about grace the other day. I try to be a person full of grace because much grace was given to me. Then I was thinking, are we just suppose to give grace freely? I mean, I know we give grace to a person when they want grace or need grace and are truly sorry for their actions but what about when someone does something to hurt us and they think they are in the right? No apology, no nothing - are we still obligated to give them grace? Anyway, I am melancholy tonight. I was hurt deeply in an email (different person) and now I am just going to sleep until my mom comes....dinner with Kirsten tomorrow night - finally a bright spot in my otherwise gloomy day.